Blind Confusion

It's funny how we let the little details in life get to us. Recently I was extremely overwhelmed by a bunch of minor details. School was pressing, money is tight, and my fiance and I are in the process of planning our wedding. All I could think about during the past couple of weeks was that I didn't have enough time or resources to get through it all. In the back of my mind I knew that eventually things would work itself out, and with a little time...life goes on.But even with this knowledge I still was in a sense of fulfilling my duties immediately. As the weeks went on one after another the pressures started to dissipate. Until today. I found myself at peace with my current situation and a sort of accomplishment for living though these trouble times. I just find it funny how in the mix of things we get so caught up in all the details and are sometimes blind to the bigger picture. It's a vicious cycle that we all find ourselves in at some point or another. So a word of advice, hopefully I'll follow this one too. "Take it all one step at a time, yes it is important to set goals and it feels good to accomplish these goals in a timely manner but the most important thing is to experience life as it happens, if you are too concerned with the future, then it seems that the present will only pass you by."

No time like the present!

Alright so here we go, lots to do, never enough time!
What exactly am I talking about....Well that depends on who you are. Perception is everything, and nothing! My own perceptions tell me that everything is fine, yes, but still much has to be done about everything that isn't. in the upcoming weeks i have much to do.... 2 group projects, 2 essays, 1 test next week, 3 tests the following week, then finals the following 2 weeks after that.

Alright now lets slow down...
As it seems I do have a lot on my mind right now, but there are some good things. My relationship with my fiance is great. My relationship with my parents are great. And I'm learning new and exciting things everyday. Things that are going to help my perfect dream come to life. Just as I always pictured my life, or as I should now say "our" life. Everything takes time, something that I know all too well... as I am always waiting, for the right moment, the right time to act. Maximizing my time and efforts to coincide with both MY wants and needs and the wants and needs of others.

As the title suggests, I'm attempting to make some changes.... not sure of what exactly they are yet. But just know that something big is coming, and the time to start noticing the opportunities in front of me is now.